Welcome one and all to another wonderful Wednesday here on Swirl and Thread!!
Today I am joined by author Adrian White. Although UK born, Adrian has lived and worked in Ireland for over 25 years, so we’ve kind of adopted him as one of our own!!
Adrian has written a fantastically honest post about his own journey as an author of three novels entitled ‘So, Your Book Didn’t Sell? Get Over It!’
‘I’m not a mainstream writer and probably never will be.’
Read on for more….
So, Your Book Didn’t Sell? Get Over It!
by Adrian White
Most writers can only dream of one day having their work published. Commercial success is a secondary wish, an unattainable fantasy beyond an already impossible dream. But, having gone through the publishing process with three books and two different publishers, I really wish my books sold more than they do.
I want to be mainstream. I want to be Big in Japan. I want to be Big Everywhere.
The problem is, I’m not a mainstream writer and probably never will be.
I worked for many years as a bookseller and one of the key things I learned is that some books just don’t sell. Some great books don’t sell. As a bookseller, you try your best for a book but, if the sales aren’t coming, you shrug your shoulders philosophically and move on. I’ve seen it happen so many times to books I love, to books I want the world to read. So often, in fact, that it has become a thing, a fact, a truism: some books don’t sell. Get over it! Easy to say for another author’s work, but when it’s your own book that doesn’t set the world on fire – well, that just plain sucks.
My first novel, An Accident Waiting to Happen, did sell well in Ireland but, as an English writer with a novel set in Manchester, I needed the book to take off in the UK and I watched in vain as it sank without trace. My mum did her best but there were only a limited number of eighty year-old grannies willing to do a favour for a friend. My second novel, Where the Rain Gets In, was even less successful. I can see how it was a hard sell: the story of a professional young woman who self-harms and is forced to come to terms with how her past is ruining her present. And my third novel, Dancing to the End of Love, has a most unsympathetic character who is determined to make every woman he meets pay for the hurt done to him in a previous relationship.
Not exactly mainstream.
But here’s the thing: I’m never going to change. I am what I am, as God said to Moses and as Gloria Gaynor sang to the world – though I’m not sure they were talking about the same thing. I’m so proud to have written about Katy in Where the Rain Gets In I was never going to be free of Robert in Dancing to the End of Love until I was done with him in my book. The book I’m writing now: even worse!
I work a lot with other writers through The Inkwell Group and at Writing.ie, and I’m full of good advice that I never actually listen to myself. It’s a case of ‘Do as I say, not as I do’. Structure? Fuhgeddaboudit! Planning? I’m a nightmare! Easily recognisable genre? What genre? My process seems to go like this: a character or a situation occurs to me and I follow as it plays out in my head and onto the page. I try to write to the mantra of ‘Is this remarkable?’ I have good days and bad days and days when I write nothing at all. As I say, this is me and I’m writing the books I choose to write.
The most success I enjoyed as a writer was when I took back the rights to my first two novels and self-published them as ebooks. After a trickle of a start, Where the Rain Gets In took off, only to be surpassed in sales and longevity by An Accident Waiting to Happen. The bulk of the sales were through Amazon.co.uk and it felt good to be vindicated in the UK market. At one point, the only books above me in the Top 10 of Literary Fiction were editions of Pride and Prejudice and The Great Gatsby – worthy competitors, I think you’ll agree. How or why my books sold in this way, at that particular time, and why it didn’t last forever – believe me, I was hoping it would – remains a mystery to me. A mystery I dearly wish I could replicate.
If there were a magic formula, publishers would use it again and again. Writers would use it. Some writers appear to write to a successful formula but, if you try copying, for example, Lee Child, you’ll soon learn that he has his own secret ingredients that belong to him and him alone.
So yes, my next book will be a disaster when it comes to sales. Marketing departments will look upon it and despair. But it’s mine; I am what I am, I write what I write, and I’m never going to change.
Book Info:
It’s the start of a stormy, passionate affair when internationally successful singer Siobhan McGovern turns up at the launch of Robert Lanaghan’s latest book in Dublin. Though they both love the written word – and each other – they find they come from very different worlds: Robert lives a solitary, quiet life and Siobhan is in the media spotlight every day. And after their daughter Ciara is born, it becomes clear that their relationship is over.
Bitter with the way things have turned out, Robert accepts a substantial financial settlement from Siobhan but also signs an agreement never to see his daughter again. He thinks, in the circumstances, it will be best for everyone.
But after travelling aimlessly around Europe, spending the money as he goes, his life begins to spiral out of control as he struggles to come to terms with what he has done. Can Robert overcome the disappointments of his past to build a better future?
Purchase Link ~ Dancing to The End of Love
Author Bio:
Adrian White is an English writer who has lived in Ireland for over twenty-five years. His first novel, An Accident Waiting to Happen, was published in print by Penguin Books – as was his second novel, Where the Rain Gets In. Both are now available again in print and in digital.
Dancing to the End of Love is published by Black & White Publishing.
Adrian worked for Eason’s for over a decade, becoming the Head of Buying and Marketing for books. He subsequently worked for Dubray Books as Head of Business Development.
He now works as an editorial and self-publishing consultant for The Inkwell Group and is the online editor for the Writing.ie website.
And you can read more about Adrian here ~ Website.
Twitter ~ @lynskeybooks
How refreshing to read such an honest account of the disappointments authors face, even after being published by a large publisher.
I agree that writing what we feel compelled to write is a far more important driver than sales. Sadly, unless a writer has a second job or commands a good speaking fee, it’s ‘sales’ that pays the bills – which is why so many authors are impoverished!
Thanks to Adrian for his honesty and to you, Mairead, for featuring his brilliant post.
It’s a very cruel world for writers really Sara, especially if you wish to develop your own style. It’s the differences in novels that appeal. Sameness is exhausting for the reader. TY so much for taking the time to comment. V V appreciated Sara. Xx
I really enjoyed this post and Adrian’s honesty. As a non-writer I often wonder if the marketing and publicity is actually more difficult than the writing, especially for self-published authors.
Thanks Abbie. It must be so very tough getting your book out there. I cannot even begin to grasp the frustration felt by authors!!
Loved this post – especially the bit linking God, Moses and Gloria Gaynor.
June thank you so much for reading and taking the time to comment. It seems to resonate with folk!! xx
Great post Adrian! Writing takes such dedication, I think you have to love it to keep doing it. I can’t imagine writing stories that I’m not passionate about. I’m delighted you got the rights back for your books and that they got a second chance to make a first impression!
Thanks Evie ~ for taking the time to read & for commenting. It’s a wonderful post from Adrian!! x
Very well put Adrian – why be rich and successful, if one can write what one wants?
though I’m sure your sales for this book will be nowhere near a disaster 🙂
Thanks for taking the time to read & comment Jennie. Very appreciated x
Adrian, you were incredibly honest and open and your words and your experiences will help me deal with some of my own disappointments. I am only self published at the moment but the book I am most proud of (I am convinced it’s the best I’ve written) just doesn’t sell. It’s not even close to the others in sales, despite excellent reviews.
You have helped me realise I need to let that disappointment go. On to the next story!
Thank you for a great and – for me – encouraging post!
Cassandra such beautiful words. I’m so glad that Adrian’s post resonated with you so much. I truly wish you all the very best with your writing. Xx
Thank you to everybody who has taken the time to respond here. I’m delighted that my words seemed to have resonated with so many people and very grateful for the opportunity presented here.
Thinking on this more over the past day or so, the main thrust of what I hoped to say was how content I am as the writer I’ve chosen to be. I still hope to Big Everywhere but, until I am, I can accept that I’m not.
Thank you so much Adrian for writing such a thought provoking piece. Really appreciated. It was an absolute pleasure having you *drop* by. X
That’s so frustrating, Adrian. I’m really sorry. I will never forget how you believed in my work and made it possible to go out into the world. I hope the tide can turn for you.
Thank you Susan for reading and taking the time to write such lovely words. xx